things that you will always be confused about

[Rabbit face]

ok well its a long story for me, but i've known this guy for 7 years, and Gawd its so hard to move on. i try and do my best. but this other guy broke up with me on msn, then i heard sooo many different stories on why he dumped me
1. i wasnt pretty enough
2. i wasnt good enough for his friends
3. this other guy who i've known for ages screwed it up cos he was jealous??

and now when people tell me im pretty or nice or whatever i struggle to acept what they say and i dont belive them. he ad this guy, rob took away my self worth for a long long time and messed me around and if i stood up to him he would spread rumours around his school. and he just treats me so bad even know. and its so hard to just walk away and not fight. its just too hard.
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With each day that passes by, she dies a little more. He was the prince and she was the princess in their enchanted world of secrets and magic and fun. He was so amzing in her eyes and she loved him with all her heart, but he turned cold. He left the castle without a word never to return for a long time. She didn’t know why and searched within her heart for what she could have done to make him so hateful towards her. So with that the enchanted world started to fade along with the lonely princess. She floats in and out of reality, dreaming of him, and sees his beautiful face, as lovely as an angel. She misses him, and his smile, the one he would only show to her. He was the clouds beneath her feet that kept her spirits alive. He came to see her one last time, he sat by her bedside and fought with herm he won, as she was too weak to fight back but as he turned around and started to leave she shouted “please don’t go! Don’t leave me here to die!” But he walked away, her pleas falling upon a cold heart she never knew. His love had stripped her, she couldn’t live without him, and she couldn’t love without him. He had taken the life away from her, for she no longer was the girl she used to be. She no longer had the sparkle in her eyes. She couldn’t go on; she couldn’t be the princess he wanted her to be. Now the princess is dead and finally the prince came back, and kneeled by her bedside, tears dripping down his face. He felt his heart beat faster and slower it was then that he knew that this girl was the only one who could make his heart warm. Now he lies awake at night with eyes full of tears, for he knows he was too late. Now he has no more soul no more spirit and longs to reveres time. He cries every night because he knows she’s not coming back all because he forgot to tell her….. “I love you”